Sunday, September 10, 2017

Catching Up...


Hey guys, I'm WAY behind on getting my YouTubes shared here plus posts in general. About a week and a half ago my mother ended up in the hospital and required some minor surgery. She's back home and recovering nicely, but as you can imagine it threw my schedule way off course. I had already taken her to four consecutive doctor's visits before she admitted herself to the ER and had been driving back and forth into the city to get to the hospital.

Anyways, all should be good now but you can always catch up with my YouTube channel and the latest videos here.

There's another bit of news that's been on my mind lately and that has to do with...(dun dun dun!) Mr. S. Again. I really think I need to create one last video mentioning him, because I recently discovered that after all was said and done, he never was a match for me. I'm talking had he not been married to begin with or if he becomes unmarried in the future. The guy seems to have serious issues and I also think he's suffering from depression.

So that behooves me as to why I managed to attract such a person in the first place. Not only am I not depressed (and learning about the LOA has helped me get through sad times much faster and stave off anything that would qualify me as seriously down) but I'm also full of self love and respect for myself, not self loathing. (There were many times during our brief friendship that S would put his looks down.)

He has also become obsessed with superheroes and comic books...I'm not saying there's something wrong with someone that likes comic books, but he's read virtually nothing else aside from another genre here on there since March of this year according to his Goodreads profile (yes, I snooped...I think the universe wanted me to see it.) This is a guy that read crime, biographies, and fiction when I knew him. This seems to have come on fast and furiously this year all of a sudden, perhaps to help him escape from his reality.

I feel sad for him, truly. And honestly, I also feel bad for his wife.

Long story short, he's not a match for me and apparently never was, deep down. But this is why the universe tends to remove people that are not good for you fairly quickly and quietly from your life.

By looking at the contrast, I can also use that angle to reinforce what I do want in a partner. I've always maintained that I've wanted someone healthy (both emotionally as well as physically), who believes in self improvement/betterment, and is authentic.

I'm also starting to think that maybe it really wasn't anything in my vibration or underlying beliefs that caused me to attract a married man. Just bad luck. It just happened, but the universe moved him along because it has someone so much better in store for me.

I need to keep sticking to that original vibration and intention, and keep believing.

More to come. I'll try to post some of the newest videos I have done and their relevant topics on this site this week.

Wednesday, August 16, 2017

Should I See a Psychic If I Use the Law Of Attraction?

Hey folks, I'm way behind on posting my YouTube videos to the blog (you can always see the latest ones here.) In this post's video, I'm talking about going to psychics and how they can interfere with law of attraction success. I believe I wrote a blog post on this very topic about a year ago, but wanted to make a complimentary video.

Long story short, I think you need to be careful about going to a tarot card reader, psychic, etc. to "check in on" how your manifestation is coming along. Because if these folks tell you what you don't want to hear, it can be crushing, and by looking for validation you're sending a message to the Universe that you don't trust it to work things out for you. And frankly, since learning this stuff I believe we create our future and destiny by what we're putting out there into the Universe. In my personal experience I just haven't experienced one that ever predicted anything accurate that came true for me, anyway.

Here's my take on the topic...


Sunday, August 6, 2017

Self Love and Overcoming Limiting Beliefs, Part 2

Hey everyone! I said I would film a part 2 just expanding a little but more on my last video about self love and discovering Agnes Vivarelli's channel, so here it is.

I'm 10 days or so now into sticking with Agnes' meditations and messages and all I can say is I truly feel like I'm back to where I was a little more than a couple of years ago. Completely at peace, leaving things up the universe, and just focusing on improving myself and staying happy and away from everyone else's business. I also manifested another on-going, fun, freelance writing gig where I have flexibility to work on as many assignments as I like until I manifest a full-time job.

I hope everyone had a lovely weekend. By the way, last weekend I finally went back to visit the submarine that I had talked about manifesting earlier in the summer. It was so cool. :)


Wednesday, August 2, 2017

Self Love and the YouTube Channel Changing My Limiting Beliefs

Hey guys, it's been nearly a month since I've updated my YouTube channel with a new video, and today's video is a precursor of a longer one coming soon. As many of you know, I've been trying to determine for two years now why unavailable men have been a manifestation given pretty much my whole life. I know I've made some posts and videos before explaining the reasons why I think it happened, until I started watching a wonderful channel last week by a woman named Agnes Vivarelli. Long story short, I can't stop watching.

Most of Agnes' channel is about how to manifest an ex (or as she likes to call them, a special person or your person) back into your life. I know what you're thinking; is Pam looking to manifest "Mr. S" (my nickname for the married guy) back into her life? Well, yes and no. I'll explain more in the longer follow-up video. You see, I was still feeling some lingering resentment about the whole situation...yes, even two years after the whole thing happened. Since I had sent emails that went unanswered, I felt that I didn't get the proper closure after my wounds had been reopened.

And every time something like this has happened, it reinforces negative beliefs I've carried since junior high in regards to guys...I'm not good enough to be someone's girlfriend, not worthy, not special enough...and if I had been, then I would have been married by the time I was in my 20s or 30s (I'm pretty sure I talked about this belief in my last video.)

Of course, it isn't true. It's just a dumb belief that got formed while young. But I'm working on releasing it, as well as some other limiting beliefs in this area, thanks to Agnes' channel. I also finally after all of this time forgave Mr. S for good. You can't attract anything until you stop feeling resentment and anger towards anyone you felt did you wrong...and until your self love for yourself is solid.

Agnes has a lot of fascinating videos about being secure and giving yourself love whether someone else it giving it to you or not. Her meditations are also very freeing; after listening to one of her self love meditations last week before falling asleep, I finally started to have dreams again after a month of not having or remembering any.

Anyways, here's a quick video about what I've learned so far...more to come soon!


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